SUKA HATI AKU AHHHHH!!!...

Haaaaahhhhhhh...lega...lega betol rasenyer bila semalam berakhirnya seksaan kerja aku pada tahun ni...berakhirnya azab kami semua untuk merelease kereta baru Nissan SYLPHY tu di Hilton Hotel semalam...event tu boleh dikatakan agak berjayalah jugak, x de ape2 rungutan yang kitorang dengar and most high superiors yang dtg semalam pon kata yang our campaign is very good and all...Alhamdulillah kalau bergitu, so sekarang ni let's hope that SYLPHY brings in our deserving digits in terms of sales...Actually ade satu lagi model that we're planning to release end of this year, a CBU model lah tapi, so it won't be grand sgtlah launchingnya nnt, tapi ETCM are known for last minute pressures, so not entirely lega sgtlah, but Insyaalllah harap2 it won't be so bad lah hendaknya...tapi sebenarnyer bukan itu yang ingin diluahkan kat sini yer, it's about something else, and it involves me and my 'dearest sweet lil manager'...sarcastic tak bunyinyer?...saje je sebenarnyer, sbb semalam mmg i ade this 'membebel with each other' session dgn dier semalam...

Bayangkan ekk, tgh dalam sibok2 sume staff sdg handle their designated jobs during launch tu, adelah something happened that somehow sparks an issue that this manager of mine is trying to tell me since the day before...dier tanya kenapa the day before tu i balik awal sedangkan other staffs sanggup stay sampai lewat for preparation launch tu?, i dengan ikhlaslah menjawab yang my part mostly dah siap, and as long as ur done with whatever that ur suppose to get done, chowlah teruskan daripada melangok tak kene gaya kat ofis kan...you know what this manager of mine did?, tetiba dier boleh feeling nak lecture i tgh sibok tu while my other colleagues boleh plak tetiba stop kerja masing2 and dengar me kene lecture by my manager tu...YA ALLAH...TOLONGLAHHHHHHH...ape ade pack ke ape nk kene kan aku depan2 orang kat Hilton tu juz because aku balik awal sket dari orang lain the day before...so u know what i did?...dengan muka arrogant aku terus fire 'I DON'T NEED ALL THIS RIGHT NOW...PLEASE DO BURN YOUR RAGE IN A DVD AND WE'LL VIEW IT TOGETHER SOME OTHER TIME OKAY???'...and i walked off from her and continued with my job...it's not that mean sgt kan?...i mean c'monlah, kot yer pon ko tu manager and nak menegur orang, there's a right way to do it rather than mcm nak jatuhkan maruah orang depan orang lain betol tak?...i don't know, maybe sebab dier selalu gaklah kene bambu dengan my Deputy General Manager depan2 orang selama ni pon, tapi at least ko kene bambu dalam bahasa Cina, so mmglah aku x paham and ade aku kesah ke? TAK!!!...so jgnlah nak feeling2 nak buat approach yang sama kat orang2 lain kan?...ape lagi, terdiam dier terus bila aku bagi treatment aku pulak kat dier...seriously diorang ni mmg overdoing a lot of things when it comes to getting any job done...nak gelojoh je memanjang...pastu bila silap sket dah menggelabah mcm terkene aliran deras walhal baru je stop the day before...serious i think it's unreasonable...so for about a few hours lah jugak aku menyampah nk tengok that manager of mine, and also those yg openly evesdropping tu...but i think nak menyampah lama2 pon tak guna, shortly after that aku nampak the bar with some soft drinks nearby, so aku ajaklah diorang gi amik air, rupe2nyer mmg diorang nak amik pon tapi x berani sbb diorang ingatkan aku tgh angin dgn diorang...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...lawak lawak...ntahlah, aku pon x tau nk ckp ape dah, so aku just terus gelak2 manja aku dan terus kitoang jalan sama2 amik air nak minum....

So itulah, aku realised org2 yg sama2 bekerja dgn aku ni sebenarnyer baik2 belaka, cuma there is a saying that really fit to this people's characteristics when it comes to work...diorang ni sebenarnyer 'are very pushy but very passionate people'...it really says it all, both bad and good qualities as well...and because of that diorang nk sume orang apply the same belief in work ethics...but then again, bukan semua orang digest any kind of positivities in mono, meaning, everybody interperets information with their own uniqueness, and no bloody soul can do anything to standardised it...so just do whatever you do and let people do they way they are comfortable in doing it, as long as all of us is clear with the nucleus of the true mission why we're here in the first place...senang je kan?...;P

Kesederhanaan...

'Hidup mesti beradab dan sopan santun'...memang sifat tu akan selalu ditikberatkan pada kita sejak dari mula otak kita mula berkembang dalam menerima pengajaran dari mak bapak kita, hinggalah sampai dah besar panjang pon kita sekurang-kurangnya akan dipesan utuk menjaga tingkah laku setiap kali kita berjumpa dgn orang di luar rumah...Okay...bila kita beradab dan bersopan-santun, ia bermaksud kita perlu memberi batasan dalam perwatakan dan juga percakapan kita bila bertemu dgn sesiapa saja...For instance, bila bersalam dgn org lebih tua eloklah cium tangan dia, sentiasa senyum untuk mengelakkan syak wasangka dan cakap bila perlu untuk mengelakkan sebarang salah tafsir dari apa yg keluar dari mulut kita...tu semua standard lah tu...tapi sejak kebelakangan ni kan (ni dari tanggapan sendiri ekk), I rasa I dah macam malas nk apply all those things too much in my life...bukannya ape, i'm not sure about all of you lah ekk, cuma kekadang tu kan, bende2 camni boleh membuatkan kita macam teragak2 dalam menentukan camner orang nak kita dikenali, especially when it comes to first impression...ramai orang cakap 'there's nothing to worry about, just be urself'...yer betol be urself ni sebenarnyer adelah qualities yg paling elok untuk kita sentiasa rasa selesa dgn diri sendiri, tapi lama-kelamaan bende2 'be urself ni' boleh membuatkan kita taking ourselves for granted thinking that WE WILL ALWAYS BE EXCEPTED just by being you, at the same time displaying your natural flaws in whatever form it might be...Yessss, kita mungkin fikir yang selagi kita be ourself, then people will except you...actually tidak yerr...like i mentioned just now, we can get carried away with it and this will develop some exggerating qualities like being too opinionated, rasa diri terlebih bagus, keeping grudges towards other people just because their point might be more valid than yours (that want applies to adab, we'll get to that later) and ter-over confident dalam sesuatu penyelesaian walhal hasilnya pon blom termaktub pon lagi...yup, and then we start to develop this one kind personality in which we tend to think everybody is wrong and thus makes us living in our own delusional world, tak pikir masa dan kepentingan orang lain, semua ikut sedap hati sendiri, yerlah kan...sbb WE LOVE BEING OURSELF AND CONFIDENT WITH IT...that's where Adab dan Sopan Santun needs to come in and knock that silly cobweb infested mindset of yours... We might be the most dominant character the world has ever seen, but having some limitations in your actions thus saving you in a lot of disfunctionalities in the future...seriously...tp kan, dalam zaman serba maklumat sekarang ni, bende2 ni dah dianggap macam 'cover line' and it's no longer good anymore, and yes, sifat peradaban tinggi membuatkan kita selalu akan simpan bende dalam hati dan secara tak langsung membuatkan kita menyimpan dendam terhadap orang lain dan bila dah tak terbendung lagi (tapi masih berpegang dengan adab yang kuat), kita akan meluahkannya kepada sesiapa yang kita rasa kita percaya...tu dah menjadi mengumpat dah tu, tak pasal diri-sendiri buat dosa dan orang yg benar-benar annoying tu free2 dapat pahala...rugi diri sendiri jugak...

Jadi, to conclude it all, I seriously believe that hidup ni kita perlu sentiasa bersederhana...THE BALANCE IN LIFE IS CRUCIAL GILER AND NEVER GO OVERBOARD WITH YOUR CAPABILITIES NO MATTER HOW PERFECT IT MIGHT BE, COZ ONE MAN'S HONEY CAN BE OTHER MAN'S POISON!!!...tak kiralah dalam bentuk ape sekali pon...cara berpakaian ke, perbelanjaan ke, personaliti ke, gaya ke ape2 je lah, mesti sentiasa berwaspada dan bersederhana...No matter how high and bold we might carry ourselves, just remember today's society always looking forward to a more subtle and light approach on things, does reducing any chaotic atmospheres that might occur even in the simplest and solveable complications around...

Hahahahaha...never know it would end up this way...

YA ALLAH...Wow...OMG!...semua jenis reaction dan perasaan tetiba muncul bila diri ini tetiba rase mcm byk sgt bende nk diluahkan tp tak tau kat sape and kat mane nk buat...akhirnya membuatkan diri ini decided nk buat blog terusssssss...ahahahahaha...serious x sangka...selama ni mmg ramai yg ckp and suggest soh bukak blog, tp ntah, selama ni dalam kepala sll pk yg org bukak blog ni adelah org yg hidupnya kenelah interesting...yerlah kan...chances that orang luar semua dpt baca, jd kenelah make sure yg bahan untuk di blog kan tu kene menarik, lagi pon kalau hidup x menarik, tau2 sunyi je blog tu pastu lama-kelamaan kita sendiri yg malas nk mengupdate...terus idle je lah blog tu...tp, now i realised, you don't need to have a glamorous or whatever popularity infested life in order to start your own blog...i always bare in mind yg it is an online journal...jd, tulis je lah ape yg nk ditulis (tp kene pandai2 filter sendiri contentnyer) and just post it so that u know that you actually letting go of what u truly feel on that particular day/time/moment/person or whatever it may be. So here I am, for the very first time after 26 years of living, i'm declaring myself...A BLOGGER (hahaha poyo!)...til next time...;)