Puasa Berkarier...

Hmmmmm…masok arini dah 2nd day I menjalani ibadah berpuasa dalm bulan Ramadhan tahun 2008 ni…and yes, today is also my first day fasting in the office in 2008, not that I’ve never done it before, but somehow it’s the first time I’m doing it with few other Muslims on the same floor as I am…so mmg looking forward to see how everybody’s doing when it comes to doing the customed demand as a minority this time around…I don’t know why lah kan, tp seriously puasa this time mcm x sabar nk menunggu penghujungnya, bukannya x sabar menunggu ketibaan yer, but more towards penghujungnya pulak this time…is that a good thing or not, I’m not so sure myself…but hey, being in a Ramadhan month is a RAHMAT…consider urself lucky to experience it yet again this year coz u’ll never know whether ur lucky enough to embrace it again next year…maybe coz I don’t have a really good start berbuka semalam kot…bukannyer ape, mmg dah jadi kebiasaan for my family to gather around and break our fast together on the first day every year…but that doesn’t happen for the first time yesterday…ALL of my sisters and my bro in laws including my nieces and nephews didn’t show up at my place yesterday to break our fast together, much to the anger of my Dad…but it happens for a reason though, 2 days before we did had a HUGE family dinner to celebrate the end of my Dad’s 2nd month of fasting (my Dad fasts for 3 months every year starting from the month of Rejab)…so everybody was there and we had a warm pot-luck dinner and we even did our Maghrib and Isyak prayers together, not to mention reciting the Yassin as well…but hey, we all love a change of scenery every now and then right? So my sister’s decided to break their fast at one of my sister’s place last night…and the best part is, I wasn’t allowed to join the warmth coz that will really pissed my Dad off…so there they were munching happily amongst themselves while I have to bear my Dad’s very foul mood breaking my fast with him last night…it sure feels weird coz even the slight slack of the kitchen clock really affected his mood in full totality…that moment actually drove us all to other dissatisfactions like the porridge is tasteless, applying pressure on everybody there to eat quickly in order not to be late for our Maghrib prayers and THE VERY LOOONNGGGGGGG FACE from my Dad, my stepmom and my brother all in a sudden while we’re breaking our fast….the tension building up so badly until I decided to cut my meal short so that I can ‘breathe’ for a minute…I even decided to go for my Terawih prayers alone last night, u know, just to get out from it all…My intention is far from being rude here, but seriously I felt so much better being all on my own last night…and the best part, I even bumped into my cousins last night at the mosque and hearing their antiques is enough for me to stabilized myself last night…After Terawih, I went to my uncle’s place for some lite munching session and then straight to my sister’s place for some quick bite, it’s soooooooooo sweet of them to actually made some of this lovely sandwiches, the same ones they had during Buka Puasa just now, coz they thought it’s better to let me taste the stuffs that they had just now…I happily gobble it all down knowing that my frustration is all gone by that time…well, it’s not really a drama like I thought it might turned out to be, but I really hoped today’s Buka Puasa will be much more warmer and simpler in terms of moods and atmosphere…ehehehehehehe…SELAMAT BERBUKA dan SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA y’all!!!!!....