(Speaking to myself) After so many years and so many seasons of me containing my eagerness to be part of it, looks like i really have to face the naked fact for real this time around...Terima je lah...yang ko sememangnya WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH to be part of them...You know you've been trying hard...you know you've given your all...you know you've been true to yourself...you know you got the talent that you're anxiously wanted to share with the world...but hey...i guess that will never be enough and maybe that's not what they're looking for...the thing will start early next month, so kalau aku ni betol2 terpilih, then i should have heard something from them by now...I guess my sister's right...mungkin industry tu bukan untuk aku...dah tersurat agaknya...umur pon bukannya semakin lama semakin muda...yer, mungkin orang cakap you should never give up in chasing what you really wanna do in life...but hey, everything has its limitations kan...even patience has its own boiling point...so i guess THIS IS IT...nampaknya aku kene redha dgn ketentuan dan rezeki aku sekarang ni...mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik kegagalan demi kegagalan yang dah aku lalui all these years...it was never easy to swallow something as bitter as fact, destiny, and the truth...but if you don't swallow it now, you won't know how it'll taste like right...so...dgn kiraan satu, dua, tiga dan ucapan Bismillahirahmanirahim...i'm letting go off my interest from AKADEMI FANTASIA!!!...pooofffff!!!!...:)
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