AAARRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH…itu sajalah yg reaksi yg betul2 ikhlas terkeluar dari diri ini…dahlah hari ni dimulakan dgn kereta aku yg x sampai setahun tu tetiba ade bunyi shrieking yang sgt menyakitkan hati bila aku panaskan enjin dia...and then bila drive, diam pulak tapi asal break je dier berbunyi lagik...haihhhh...hopefully bukan severe damage sudahlah...anyway, aku baru tau yang bukanlah seorang yang born lucky sebenarnyer, x seperti a lot of people thought i am...haiihhhhhh memang dah tersurat yang benda tu bukan rezeki aku…apalah benda tu agaknyer yerrr….ehehehehe…welll…takdelah melibatkan ahli keluarga, karier, ataupon tergolong dalam kategori jenayah ke ape…Behold for some serious and a LONGGGGGGGG posting from me this time…. my day today has been rather depressing in a very drmataic manner, most of the things that I had placed the highest hopes on HAS SHATTERED INTO TINY MOLECULES OF USELESS DUST!!!...there are 3 of them actually, lemme began with the first one…just to let it outlah kan, for almost a month ago every morning on my way to work, I have never failed to use my recently upgraded post-paid line phone to call HOT FM…kenapa?...sebab if ur a HOT FM listener, every morning they will have this challenge called HOT FM SANDWICH, in which the challenge is you have to identify 3 different songs that has been laid out and mashed together in a very ‘noisy’ manner, and they’ll reward you with CASH if you got all the songs right regardless whether in sequence or not…some might be wondering ‘hah, what’s so hard about that?’…well, it’s not that easy either, considering the pattern that has been used in this challenge in which they will mashed up 1 popular Malay song, 1 all-time favourite Malay song and 1 English song…that’s the only thing that you have to bear in mind before listening to the HOT FM SANDWICH…and they will only air the ‘SANDWICH’ clip for only about 5 seconds!!!...yeahhhh…it’s that swift, and as for today, the cash prize reward has snowballed to RM11,400...yesssssss…GRAND isn’t it????……….Anyway, back to my gloomy issue, for almost a month ago I’ve been trying HARD to call them every morning because I FINALLY FIGURED OUT THE 3 SONGS CORRECTLY!!!...all I gotta do is to call them up and scream out the answers from the base of my voice box to the limp morning faces of the 2 DJs handling the show…..but some might be wondering, why it took me a month to do it…well…who doesn’t want to try their luck knowing that the challenge a huge amount of cash right???...and who doesn’t want to try their luck when the challenge is open to all Malaysians NATIONWIDE???...so there I was risking my morning drive to the office constantly redialing the number, which is busy ALL THE TIME!!!...but hey, u should never give paving through for the things that you want right???...UNTIL TODAY…I FINALLY GOT THE CHANCE TO GET THROUGH!!!...OMG!!!...THIS IS IT!!!...I can finally hear the ring tone….troot troot…troot troot…troot troot…troot troot…troot troot…AND………..they didn’t pick up….THEY DIDN’T PICK UP!!!!!...OH MYYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!...that is beyond meaaaaaannnnnnnnn!!!...after all those weeks the line has been engaged, and they didn’t answer me when I’m SOOOOOOOOOOOOO F***ING CLOSE to grab the chance of winning that wicked cash prize…and u might have guessed it…the line was busy whn I redialed that number again…and to add more salt to my overly exposed wound, a rempit sounding guy managed to get through and successfully answered all the 3 songs correctly, using his office phone during office hours…mata aku terus berkaca…itulah dinamakan nasib dan rezeki….aku punyerlah every morning tgh drive cuba nak call2 dah nk dekat sebulan tp still x dpt….and yet somebody yg dah masok chill kat ofis yg menang bende tu…………….haihhhhhhh, nk cuba lagi ke???...ntahlah…ada yang kata nk carik duit cara ni bukannyer elok sgt pon…ntahlah…maybe it’s just feeling crushed that drove me to think about things according to what I feel……..
Owh yeah…did I mentioned that I put my hopes on 3 different things right…let’s move on to the 2nd one…When Celine Dion decided to have a gig here in Malaysia some time ago, I went nuts!!!...I mean come on, it’s Celine Dion, one of the legendary songtress of our time decided to come down to our beautiful shores for some serious vocal projection…This one I JUST GOTTA SEE…….but when the ticket price was finalized, hahahaha, I just couldn’t afford it…and yeah, I MISSED THE SHOW…eventhough I can still catch her ‘performance’ recorded LIVE by some ‘well-trained video snipers’ on YouTube, nothing beats the feeling of actually being there at the show right???....so I decided next time around if there’s any accompalished international acts coming down for a show, I just gotta grab my chance to see them…nuff said…and Yes, I bet everybody might have knew it by now…AVRIL LAVIGNE is coming down her major concert here!!!...Her scheduled performance will be this coming 29th August 2008!!!....hahahahaha…finally somebody, who is also a fellow Canadian coming down for a show…yeah, I planned to go, No, I AM GOING…I got the tickets ready with 2 of my ex-officemates tagging along…I’m starting to imagine of taking leave on that day and even visualising some crazy head banging action with my friends together with Ms. Lavigne all night long baby……….that was until this morning…while I was ‘grieving’ my way to my workstation this morning, one of my officemates jump right at me and asking me whether have I purchased the tickets to Avril Lavignes concert, or course I said yes…that was when she broke the news telling me that the concert HAS BEEN POSTPONED on later date, coz the initial date might clash with the hype of MERDEKA…WTF????!!!!...HEY HEY YOU YOU!!!...MERDEKA IS ON THE 31ST LAH MANGKUK!!!!...and the eve pon is one the 30th malam tu!!!!...mana ade clashing dowhhhhh!!!...aiyooooooooooo…aku x paham!!!....as soon as I heard about that, I just act cool, but I immediately surf into the net and Google myself for the concert’s updates…to my surprise, our local actions has been spread out as a major headline across the pond regarding this change of schedule and some sites even has published articles and postings stating that Ms. Lavigne has CANCELLED HER CONCERT IN MALAYSIA…I can’t believe it…This is WAYYYYYY TOOO MUCH for me to digest in this very wet Thurday morning…haiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhh another disappointment…so what should I do with my tickets???...i’m pretty stuck with my next course of action coz when I actually surf into the organiser’s website, no cancellation or any change of dates is highlighted, so I don’t know which one to trust…I guess I just have to wait and see, but things definitely doesn’t look pretty HOT here for Ms.Lavigne…Owh yeah, i just some recent update about this...one of my friends actually called up the oraganiser of this concert for precise detailings of what is really going on...and u know what, they actually admit it...they might have to cancel the concert after all...hahahaha...well, they better make the announcement quick, coz all the people who had purchased the tix like myself are now shifting their attention and feeling more excited in claiming their good money back...and they want it FAST!!!!!...Hahahaha…and lastly, to my 3rd biggest hope of the week…yesterday, my dad called me up asking me whether will I be free this Saturday morning…well, I work half-day on Saturdays…then my dad told me that he has this event organised by Yayasan Pencegah Jenayah Malaysia in which my dad is scheduled to go as a representative of the company he works to receive a gratitude souvenir from the PRIME MINISTER himself...but since my dad couldn’t make it….yeahhhh…HE WANTS ME TO GO ON HIS BEHALF…wooaaaahhhhh…me on stage receiving a gift from our beloved Pak Lah…THIS IS MAJORRRRRR…eventhough it’s not directly for me, but still the exposure in attending such an event might have its own unique advantages right???...besides, I can excuse myself from coming to work this Saturday….hahahahaha…a good weekend for me I suppose…….again, that was until this morning, when my dad’s secretary called me up while I was mourning at the two shattered hopes…she called me up to say that I may not be the one to replace my dad at the event, they might want to assigned somebody from the Corporate Communication instead….AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO…why am I turning out into a such an unlucky B****???!!!!....EVERYTHING just doesn’t turn out right….and it all involves around the things that I really wanted for now….and it’s not that I didn’t work myself for it…I even spend some serious cash on my phone bills for that first hope and good money for that second hope…yeah I know some might be saying ‘alaaaaaa takde bendenyer x dpt bende2 tu semua, byk lagi bende lain ko boleh carik’….yeah betul tu, tapi seriously the feeling is VERY DIFFERENT when you actually work for it tp blom tentu dapat, dengan you work for it, and u dap dpt dah, tapi that things has been brutally snatched away from you in just a blink of an eye…and there you are left with nothing but some serious feeling of wastage in the inside….I don’t know, mmg bukan nasib dan rezeki aku lah agaknyer…and somehow this proved that you should never put your hopes up wayyyyyy to high for something big that is about to happened in your life…always remain calm and content but quietly work your way up consistently paving your way to a much more comfortable reward as a stepping stone for better things to come…think of it again, hey, it’s just a radio competition, a typical concert and being a replacement in an event…:)


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