Monday, August 25, 2008

Perasaan Bercampur Aduk Menjelang Ramadhan Yang Mulia...

Baru je arituh aku melepaskan keluhan di hati ini tentang beberapa perkara yang betul2 membuatkan aku frust tahap mega...yerlah, i blew off my chance to win some good sum of money, konsert Avril Lavigne post-poned sampai ntah bila, and peluang naik stage amik souvenir dari Pak Lah has been snatched away by others...tp, x lama pastu, i guess things are not so bad as it seemed to be...tetiba je Konsert Avril Lavigne tu dah diconfirmkan pada tarikh asal, tu pon diluluskan atas dasar budi bicara dari pihak yang berkuasa...which means I AM GOING TO SEE MS. LAVIGNE AFTER ALL...yerlah kan, bila pikir balik memang konsert tu tak mengacau pon, mungkin dekat dgn Hari Merdeka tapi knowing Malaysians, no matter how hot or steamy the outcome of any particular concert might be, the next morning we just don't go GAGA about it...by the end of the day it's just mere entertainment...so takde maknanyer golongan muda kita akan terpengaruh lah or anything similar, our younsters are there for only one reason and nothing more...but i seriously hoped pihak penganjur tu plzzzzzzzzz take note about what happened lah kan, janganlah berlagak besar sgt dgn pihak berkuasa sampai pandai2 buat promotion without pihak berkuasa nyer consent and approval, sampai dah menggelabah baru lah terkinja2 buat permohonan and all barulah mintak simpati and such, baru tau how big pihak berkuasa kita sebenarnyer, so let this be a very valueable lesson ekk......pastu pasal peluang aku bertemu Pak Lah...hahahahaha, pon tetiba aku peluang tu muncul semula untuk aku...walaupon aku pergi bersama dgn one of the orang besar dalam company aku ni, tp at least i'm there to witness it...yg penting, aku naik amik souvenir and VIP from my company tu sign the MOU all on the same stage...hahahahaha...rase mcm usahawan berjayalah plak...yerlah kan, satu KLCC (Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre) tu tepuk tangan, all the flashing cameras ad not to mentioned most of attendees of the event are big shots of their respectable companies...and then pastu VIP dari company aku tu pon adelah chit chat dgn some of these big shots and of course i was introduced to them as well...some of them are expats...and one thing i realised about all this big shots, walaupon diorang ni ade yang nampak garang, ada yang peramah, ada Melayu, Cina, India, Omputih, tinggi, kurus, tua, muda belia, diorang definitely TAK BERANGAN...honesty is flowing with frothyness out of their unique personalities...in short, they are all VERY APPROACHABLE and open to any type of communication topics, inserted with wise words of wisdom every now and then of course...even our beloved Pak Lah is a very funny man sebenarnyer...it shows yang nk jadi big shots ni tak payahlah nk angkat image or nak apply other people's way of speech or thinking, you turned out more of a hard-trying victim and making a fool of urself, mungkin kita tak perasan but orang yang deal ngan kita definitely akan realised, tp of courselah takkan kita nak sound direct pasal that flaw kan, that only happens when the time's right...so no wonder most big shots are treated with respect, coz they definitely being honest and true to who they really are without being a victim or trying hard to be one...;P...
Anyway, that is that lah...terbaru pulak, last weekend i had great time chillin out with my best mates ALL NIGHT LONG baby!!!...the topic, hahahaha, lots actually, dari isu semasa, perancangan masa depan, lawak2 sengal, divalicious spirit posessing gone hillariously wrong, bitching sessions and of course some future collabo plannings...yeahhh...dalam rancak2 berborak tu, one of mr fren suddenly came up with an idea of doing something noble this coming Ramadhan...his idea is to organised a charity event like berbuaka puasa bersama anak2 yatim sponsored by a established company all in the name of charity...and as value added extras, we can even invite performers (from our own clan) to perform at the event for some well-deserved free publicity...sounds good to me...in fact, my company is on the verge of re-branding itself and events like these sure has all the needed benefits to re-introduced itself to the masses nationwide...so at that point, i'm really up for it and i told my fren that i'll propose this initiative to my superiors and see what they think about it...so yesterday morning, i spoke to my DGM regarding this matter and she said that she's fine with it, but in order to have more proper blessing, it's best to highlight it to my GM straight...but in order to get into that, i must start with presenting my plans on the activities that i have to conduct for the interest of our customers for this festive season......apa lagi, i went into my GM's office and to my surprise, he is in a VERY BAD MOOD...i mean VERY BAD MOOD!!!!......muka berkerut je buat keje, siap marah2 secretary dier...aku boleh je mintak post-pone jap meeting tu, tp sbb aku dah masok dlm bilik dia, teruskan jugaklah kan...so there i was starting out the discussion with my Ramadhan proposals, and as usual lah, when ur dealing with bosses with foul mood and bad temper is fast approaching, segala benda yang aku cakap semuanya tak kena, siap carik kesalahan plak tu, and then terus kata yang aku ni tak wholesome bentangkan pendapat and i need to be more professional.....yes, i admit, there are some things yang aku still tak beberapa pandai nak tackle, especially presenting things to a boss with intense boil...tapi aku dalam tu bukannyer pushing to materialise kan my plan, but more on asking pendapat je sebenarnyer...why? sbb i know bulan puasa dah nak dekat and aku kene gak tau whether wajarkah aku teruskan dgn planning aku ni ataupon should i push it to a more appropriate timing where everyone is more laid back?...tp tu lah, it's just a matter of being at a wrong place at a wrong time...i think u cam imagine the feeling yg mula2 u ingat ur noble idea will be excepted graciously but ur being banged instead...terus bercampur aduk perasaan aku pastu...nk happy sgt tak boleh sbb baru lepas kene marah, nk sedih pon x boleh sbb that idea of mine tak kene reject just yet...mmg terconfuse lah kejap, terus aku decide nak luahkan dalam blog ni je...takpelah, dah nk terkena nak buat camner kan, i just have to persuade my GM again by being more wholesome the next time around and convincing him the relevance and also the benefits of this idea of mine and why it has to be pull to a start a.s.a.p.....Insyaallah i hoped it'll work out this time, and i hope his mood permits it too...anyway, i'm off for some convincing skills need to be sharpened, and to all my Muslim Brothers and Sisters, Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan dan Selamat Berpuasa!!!......;)

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